When I first travelled alone with my son Noah, I was filled with self-doubt. Could I really take
care of him on my own without any help? I had always relied on some form of assistance, whether
it was from family or friends, and the thought of doing it all by myself felt overwhelming. But in
September 2023, everything changed. What started as a simple vacation turned into a
transformative journey—one that redefined my relationship with my son and with motherhood
itself.
A Leap of Faith
That September, I packed our bags and embarked on a trip with Noah, just the two of us. At the
time, I didn’t realize it, but this was more than just a vacation. It was God’s plan to prepare me for
a new chapter in our lives. Leaving Canada for that long 3 months trip marked the beginning of a
journey of self-discovery and growth.
Prior to this, my life in Canada was consumed by work. I loved Noah deeply, but I hadn’t been
able to spend as much quality time with him as I wanted. This trip forced me to slow down and
focus solely on my son. There were no distractions, no deadlines, no outside help—just us.
Discovering My Strength as a Mother
During those 3 months, I faced challenges that pushed me out of my comfort zone. Managing
travel logistics, meal times, and bedtime routines alone felt daunting at first. But with each passing
day, I grew more confident. I learned how to navigate airports with a toddler, how to turn little
hiccups into adventures, and how to stay patient and present even when things didn’t go as planned.
Most importantly, I discovered that I was more capable than I had ever given myself credit for. I
realized I could handle anything that came our way, and in doing so, I came to see myself as the
amazing mom that Noah already saw me as.
Building a Bond Like Never Before
What made this trip so special wasn’t just the newfound confidence—it was the deep connection
I built with my son. Away from the hustle of everyday life, Noah and I had the chance to truly get
to know each other. We laughed, explored, and created memories that I will cherish forever. For
the first time, I wasn’t just Noah’s caregiver; I was his travel buddy, his confidant, and his partner
in adventure.
One moment stands out vividly in my mind. We were sitting on a beach, watching the waves crash
against the shore. Noah turned to me with a big smile and said, “Mommy, this is fun.” In that
instant, I realized how much joy I felt just being with him. It wasn’t about where we were or what
we were doing—it was about the bond we shared.Falling in Love with Motherhood
Fast forward to January 2025, and I can confidently say that travelling with Noah was the best
thing that ever happened to me. It didn’t just change my relationship with him; it changed how I
saw myself. I absolutely love being a mom, and I’m so grateful for the journey that brought me to
this realization.
For parents who might be struggling with the challenges of parenthood, I want to share this: don’t
give up. Your circumstances can change in ways you never imagined. I’m living proof that even
the most daunting situations can lead to beautiful transformations.
Closing Thoughts
Travelling with Noah taught me to embrace motherhood with open arms and an open heart. It
reminded me that even in the hardest moments, there is immense joy to be found. Whether it’s a
trip across the world or simply spending a quiet afternoon together, the time you invest in your
children will always be worth it. And who knows? You might just discover new depths of love,
resilience, and joy along the way.
Vee -xxx